Most of the time I feel at ease with life, but lately I've been feeling like something is missing. I just don't think I can pinpoint it exactly. It's driving me crazy. There are times that I think it's something huge, but then I think it's nothing at all. It comes and goes. Right now I have one of those "what the hell is wrong with me" thoughts.
Whatever it is, it's beyond my reach. It's something I just can't grasp. Like learning how to the play the guitar, or being able to sculpt. I don't know how to describe it. It's something I don't have but have a need for. I know, it doesn't really make sense to me either.