internet

The internet used to be my means of occupying myself. As if it was something that "had" to be done. I looked at it as a job, not an addiction. But lately, I have not been getting any satisfaction from web surfing. I look for meaning in strange things. In the internet...mostly. god, somedays I wish I could just throw the computer out the window, to land on a soft bed of newly raked and fluffed leaves so it wouldn't break. Oh, how sad am i? My house would be cleaner, my kids would get more attention, even my nails would be painted if i could just not get online. Hi, my name is jill, i am addicted to the internet. HI JILL....

maybe i'll turn over a new leaf out of the fluffy pile.

someday...

Random Ramblings

My son had an ear infection so I had to go to the pharmacy to get his prescriptions filled. This is usually the fastest pharmacy ever. I've never had to wait longer than 15 minutes from the time I drop off the prescriptions. The pharmacy is located inside a grocery store. So, I go and drop off the scripts and start my shopping. I've been shopping and strolling inside the store for about 20 minutes. I go back to pick up my drugs and the pharmacist wanted to chat chat chat....
First I heard about how he had a little girl 3 weeks ago and how she wakes up every 2 hours and how is wife is too lenient about her crying. Then, the conversation turned to kids names, then it turned into how he was always a city guy and recently moved to the country and is not used to well water. "Does your glasses have spots on them from the dishwasher?" "What kind of filters do you use for your hard water?" My ice cream in my cart was melting because he was talking FOREVER. All the time I was trying to be nice and give the "ok, hurry up cuz I gotta go" signal. Nope, he didn't see it. He must be on pharmacist time. Maybe he's got some good drugs that he should share with me to make me more patient. LOL.